Since I'm treating my wordpress as an online diary/a place I express myself without any limits; I thought I should also write here when I'm actually doing okay. It's one of those couple of days, when the antidepressant is doing its job juuust fine, & life's sort of just.... I don't know. Everything feels like … Continue reading Bright side
Today I broke up with my boyfriend of 2 years. My lungs are burning & I feel like I'm suffocating. I have to pretend everything's okay at work, and try to get some things done. But it feels impossible. I can feel my heart shattered into infinite pieces. I can feel it with every breath I … Continue reading One of those Tuesdays.
Seeing him is having more effect on me with every therapy I go to. I successfully burried my anger, fear & frustration for so long, my mind got used to him being around. But I'm recently becoming more familiar with these thoughts. I'm remembering what it felt like; before, during & after. It's been almost … Continue reading Him
Ever since I was a little girl, I used to be very fascinated by the moon. I liked to sit by the window and just stare at it... Find myself lost in its gaze. I remember talking to it when I had some things to say & no one to go to. I was always … Continue reading Astronauts in Space